He played on stage today. I thought I would be okay, but I wasn’t. The first song was Love You Swore, and it was beautiful. When we started to sing “harbor me in the eye of the storm”, I looked at him playing guitar and broke down. It was then I realized God is trying to protect me, heal me, and He is harboring me in this storm; however, I keep putting myself back into the crashing waves. I am so fallen, but thankfully forgiven. Anyways, I couldn’t stop crying…just seeing him up there. The next song was Murdered Son (my church loves JMM) and it was beautiful, but I left at the end of it, before the sermon even began.
I just feel like I can’t breath today. I feel betrayed, and I feel as though I will never overcome this. I know that isn’t true, because Jesus has overcome, and God’s steadfast love endures forever. I know this is a storm. Christ is holding me, and I’m holding on to the love He swore.
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thecrookedgirl said:
I believe God is going to heal you. He may take longer than you’d like, but try and remember that everything will be so much better if you trust in Him. “Give everything you are to all that He is.” <3
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lettersinblackandblue said:
“Because he lives, we can face tomorrow.”
I think that’s the most comforting lyric ever written. That and “Jesus paid it all”.
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